These few years, I have learn a lot about life in a very personal way. While I have lost one of the most precious things in my life, I have also gained from the most challenging situation in life. The social, cultural and economic interaction made me appreciate my life beyond just working (and studying). I am content with my life, knowing that I am spending a little bit more time with my family and experiencing the unique cultural experiences with the amount of travel I am doing now.
The gift of nature, are a part of my life. I am proud of myself for overcoming the scare of height, the ability to say yes to adventure and the ability to move out from being an introvert, from someone who don't dare to speak in front of others to someone who can. I am sure there are more to come but I want to make sure that I learnt how to acknowledge who I am, despite there will be things that I am lacking.
You will see how others will question you along your path -two reasons: they are interested at what you are doing OR they have problem or questions on how you are doing it and that is fine. I always get the question on what I am interested in and the real answer is I am always perfecting the dimension of my interests. As life goes by, maybe you have the same experiences as me, you will have more interests and now, it is the question of balancing time for your interests.
People will always be people. Everyone has an agenda of their own of what they want to achieve. It is important to have a medium that overlaps and that creates opportunities to work together. It is also important to note, although the agenda might not aligned today, it maybe in the future. So, don't push others aside. We work as a community, to build our future together.
I urge everyone to come forward to build a lively communities, that we can tap on each other's interests and expertise to support the massive needs of our growing global communities.
Recently, I am bogged down with very unpleasant experience with someone who thinks they are superior and smarter than others by literally and openly labelling someone as stupid. I am not sure if anyone agree with me, I categorized this as verbal harassment.
While many people will associate the word "stupid" and "smart" when describing a person, it is one of the word that we need to use with care. I work with some of the greatest production workers, they are not stupid. In fact, I think they are one of the few smartest people in the area that they are working at. I am amazed with their creativity handling difficult situation. Although sometimes, they made me panic, I still value them.
I would like to remind us to look at people around us, that they are not merely another person that helps you achieve your goals, but truly, a community member that worth caring for. Together, we can build a caring community!
The beauty and the not-so-beautiful part of life is that it brings you to a place that you never have expected or imagined before.
It maybe both blessing and torture but that is a part of life. This two years, I have lost and gains in many different ways. Some of these losses and gains, I never will know how to describe them but I knew they made me stronger and to know my priority and choices that I will make in my future.
I went back to the very origin of my belief that everyone should be blessed with the basic necessity for human, just to find out that the suffering has never ended and were more serious than what I thought. I am glad, however, that many works has been done in these areas to restore basic food and health to many developing and developed countries.
see with more clarity, that we need to bring more people to build a communities that can make a difference in providing the basic necessity in life and to revised the impact of our daily activities or tasks to the earth and human life. It is not enough just to focus on improving food safety; we need to build responsible and ethical communities that are actively engage in food issues such as food safety, food availability, food fraud and food sustainability.
These existence of such communities will enable interactive communications between consumers, food industries and the regulatory authorities that may facilitate development and implementation of food regulation, in addition to meet consumer needs.
Life is about love and sharing love, where they need to be. Sometime, we make hard decision in life and never knew how that decision influence our life. I am glad that I have returned home for a year to be with my family before I go after my career -that year was one of the well spend time with my mum.
I am glad that I took every employment, I had for the experience made me who I am now. I have worked in stressful environment long enough that I remembered clearly that one of my ideal employer of choice told me, I never be able to make it since I am in marketing at that time. I have proved that I can do it. I am glad that I found genuine passion for food science, that helps me go through many of the challenge that I faced.
I am glad that I opened up myself, meeting new people where I met a group of good friends in Vancouver and started to enjoy nature and photography -that bring meaning to my life and turned my dull life into a lively one. Sometimes, you just can't find me during the weekend :) My friend just gave up on finding me during the weekend.
I decided to take on another opportunities to learn more about my passion and to spend time with my family because time never turn back. Every goodbye that I had to say sheared my heart but yet, I hold my tears as I know we will meet again.
I hold myself against the future to build capacity to learn about the world of food science and to build a global communities focusing on food topics and health.
I haven't been writing blog articles for so long because I can't share my thoughts. There were that one period of my life that I was down and I don't know what to do because people around me told me that I am not good enough as a person. Nevertheless that I knew that it was a test for me to became a stronger person that I am today.
It was a negative experience that I hope that no one ever experience what I have. Neither I will see anyone as a person that is not good enough as a person themselves because I value diversity in people. People are what makes things happen in different settings : workplace, volunteer setting and in our daily life. We need to be able to accept others as they are because that is their true self. Don't make anyone change because you want to; instead let them explore themselves and what they want to do.
I may not have many friends but the one that I have are my bestie -which truly understand me as a person and who accept me as a person. To my best friends, I am glad to have you as my friend and thank you for being with me when I need you the most.
I am blessed that I am able to stand up today as a confident person that I feel I am capable in many different aspects and I don't need to be an all-rounder person to know everything on my finger tips as I know I am supported by many others in the community.
Thank you for your help, wherever you are and have a great 2017.
My heart melted immediately for beautiful scenery and nature. It is a new "living and natural" gotta catch them all pieces that make my life more perfect day by day. These scenery some of them are static, same like when you are at level 5 and below, they don't know how to run away; there are certain one, where they disappear when you try to reach them and there are some that takes so much effort just to see them. The most satisfying is when you hiked to the top, it is another bright sunny day with cloud, nice terrain and you set the camera right. #turninganewleaf from an indoor to an outdoor person. #photographyaddcolortomylife #hikeaddexcitementtomylife #peoplebrightensmyday -to all that have supported and believe that I can do it
Since my mum passed away, I realized how meaningful it is to live at the moment, the wrongs I have done in life and what it really matters to me!
Some things became not important any more and suddenly, I am relieved from that burden. Now, I can live with multiple stack of papers on my desk. That is what I called achievement -being able to let go.
I see no added value in continuing the same routine voluntarily that doesn't help me in reaching my career goal when I could be using that time to do and achieve what I want in life. So, I made up my mind to study again and devote extra hours apart from 8.5 hours of working and weekend hikes to study for what I want.
I will do what it takes to reach my goals and I am sure my mum would be very supportive of my decision.
I am writing this post in memorial of my mother, someone whom I really proud of how strong she was battling with life, relationship and leukemia. Until the day she leave me, she was strong and persistent that she could get better.
She supported me since I was a child, teenager and when I grew up, every single decision of mine, she has no objection. She endlessly care for me till before she passed away. I lost her to cancer, a disease I have no control over its complication and how fast it spread. Even supplements couldn't help. She was proud of having me as a daughter but I did nothing for her. At home, you see my belonging was well organized. She keep it so neat and tidy.
Her last wishes is for me to take care of myself and visit my family once a while.
Everything in the world we live, there is nothing called fair. Job that we do, wages that we earn, lifestyles that we have and health -they aren't equal.
There is no secret formula that one can follow to reach equality. The amount of work that you do is not indicative of your achievement. Some people have better health than others, better skills than others etc.
All we got to do is to do what you want in life, right now and don't wait because you never knew something unfair going to happen and when it happens, you don't want to regret that you never live it before.
I made a lot of mistakes focusing on school and career but I am different now because a single person that is suffering from unfairness that I didn't knew anyone to blame. I cannot do anything to remove the unfairness but just hopeful to reverse the unfairness. This unfairness is likely stay with her for the rest of her life.
Felicia Loo is a food science graduate from UBC. With an interest in food marketing, she explores how food products are created, marketed, and distributed toward an end users. Blogging about food became a must when she encounters interesting ideas about food products. She seeks for ideas and opportunities to work together.